One day Krishna decided
that his elder brother and he himself, both barely out of their childhood,
absolutely needed education. It must have occurred to the avatar that no matter
how many asuras he punished or how many mountains he lifted on his finger tip,
how many serpents he chastised or gods he humbled, none of these or even all of
these together would compensate for his lack of literacy and knowledge of the
shastras. So with elder brother Balarama he went to a well known preceptor of
those days, named Santipani (better known as Sandipani). He told him that they
had lived among people who were all unlettered and ignorant of the shastras.
They had never heard the Vedas even once where they grew up. All they knew was
how to graze cattle, milk cows, churn milk, and some silly things like playing
pranks and the like. The language people used there was uncouth, and the talk
was mostly about catching someone, beating someone up, etc. With so much quarrelling
and fighting all around, they had learnt the language of quarrelling. No one
ever arranged for their education, or even felt that they needed education. Now
they had left it all behind them, left home and parents as well, and had come
to him to learn. In all humility they pleaded with him to accept them as his
pupils. Santipani was kind-hearted, and he agreed to teach them. He was
impressed with their sincere desire to learn and had not failed to notice that
they were very different from children of their age, that they were truly exceptional.
They almost looked like devas, he thought. He had lost four sons and only his
youngest son alive who was still a child. Santipani and his wife felt that
looking after these two extraordinary children would bring them some solace.
The guru
ritually started their education. He first taught them the script (most
certainly the Odia script!): the alphabet, the markers, the diacritics and
other symbols, compound letters, etc. They mastered these in no time. In fact,
as their teacher was writing the letters and the markers, Krishna and Balarama
learnt them by just looking at them. They needed no practice and the teacher
did not have to teach them anything the second time. Then he taught them
spelling, and again they learnt it as Santipani was teaching them. Teach us
more, the pupils would say, and the teacher was astonished at the speed of
their learning. This must not surprise us for which knowledge needed time for
the avatara to internalize whose consort was the goddess of learning herself!
Then Krishna and
Balarama learnt languages: Odia, Telugu, Nagari, Marathi, languages of the
South, among others – altogether sixty languages, as the poet tells us, and
many scripts. Then they learnt the four Vedas, astronomy and astrology, kama
shastra (science of desire), tantra, yoga, archery, military arts, among many
others, which according to Sarala, numbered many thousands. We need not be
curious about what these were.
One day
Santipani had gone to bathe in the sea and his son, Saudasi, was with him. As
he was bathing, a big wave washed away the child from the beach. The
unfortunate parents had lost four sons before and now they lost their fifth.
The grief-stricken parents decided to go on pilgrimage and at the completion of
it, end their life by sacrificing themselves ritually in the sacred waters at
the holy Prayag. Krishna asked his preceptor why he was so distraught. Life is
an opportunity for those who have done some virtuous act, and the sinners die
early, he told him, so he should not think of ending his life, grieving over
the death of his sons. He said that Balarama and he, being his pupils, were
like his sons, and that he should look upon them as such and enjoy parenthood.
They had a good deal more to learn from him, he told him, so his responsibility
for them was not over yet. In those words Santipani experienced grace flowing
on to him. He had always wondered whether Krishna and Balarama were not
manifestations of Narayana and Shiva. Since his pupils were insisting, Santipani
told his wife that they should postpone their pilgrimage plans and stay home
for some more time. His wife, who was no less fond of those wonderful god-like
children, agreed.
So Krishna and
Balarama studied again, but Sarala does not tell us what they studied since
according to his narrative, the guru had already told them that he had taught
them all he knew. Sarala had nothing to tell really, he knew that the pupils
were pretending. They had simply wanted to comfort Santipani and his wife. The
couple were happy; how could they not be when Krishna and Balarama had taken it
on themselves to make them happy?
Now Krishna knew
that they could not stay there for long. One day Krishna most humbly sought
Santipani and his wife’s permission to leave. The guru told him that once they
left, they would go on pilgrimage, have a ritual bath in the Ganges at
Manikarnika, and then have a darshan of Madhava at Prayag and having done so, consign
themselves to the sacred waters there. That was how they would be able to put
an end to their suffering on account of the death of their sons. Krishna
decided to do his preceptor a favour and give him just whatever he wanted. If
he wanted his sons to return to him from Yama’s loka, he would let it happen.
But he did not tell him anything.
He requested
Santipani to tell him what he wanted from Balarama and him as guru dakshina.
The guru said that he did not want anything from them. Wealth and possessions
had become meaningless to him because he had no child to inherit the same. The
young pupil insisted that he ask for his guru dakshina, because the knowledge they
had obtained from him would be useless if they did not give him dakshina.
Guru dakshina
was the teacher’s fee. That was an important source of the teacher’s livelihood
and the maintenance of his ashram. At the end of his education, when the pupil would
leave, he was duty-bound to request his guru to name his dakshina. The guru might
not always demand his dakshina, but once requested by his pupil, he was obliged
to mention what he wanted, because it was believed that unpaid for education
would not be useful for the pupil. The teacher was obliged to ask the pupil as
his dakshina what was reasonable and was within his capacity to give. If
offering guru dakshina was the pupil’s dharma, asking for proper dakshina In
the above sense was the teacher’s dharma.
When Krishna
insisted, Santipani named his dakshina. He and his wife wanted their five sons
back. The guru needed nothing else. If Krishna and Balarama were not willing to
give that dakshina, then he would happily exempt them from the requirement of
dakshina. Krishna asked him whether being the wise person that he was he
thought it proper and reasonable to ask even for his elder sons who had died
eighty years ago. How could they return alive now after all those years, and
wasn’t he thereby asking for the impossible, he asked him. The guru was unfazed
and unrepentant. If he thought it improper, he must not worry about guru
dakshina and return home with his blessings, he told his shishya. Krishna, who
had decided, as we know, unknown to his preceptor of course, to give him his
sons, assured him that he would not shy away from guru dakshina, and would try
his best. But he wondered how his wise preceptor, after all those days of their
being together, remained unaware of who he really was, and how he did not ask
for moksha, and how badly he was caught in the snares of moha (attachment) for
his sons. He asked Balarama to return home and he proceeded towards the sea
where the guru had lost his youngest son.
He entered the
waters and the god of the waters, Varuna, hurried to welcome him and pay his
obeisance. The avatara, who was completely aware of his Self and of his essence
as Narayana, asked him sternly why he had stolen his guru’s children. Varuna
prayerfully said that it was not his doing, and that it was Yama’s. Under the
spell of the god of life and death of all mortals, they had entered the deep
waters and perished. Only Yama would know their whereabouts, he told him.
Krishna invoked
the mighty Garuda, his vahana (carrier), and immediately went to Yama loka. On
arrival there he blew his conch, Panchayajna, and Yama rushed to welcome him.
His presence redeemed the sinners in that loka who were undergoing Yama’s
punishment. Yama prostrated at his feet, offered him worship, and in great
humility asked him how he had decided to grace him by his visit. In a
reprimanding tone Krishna told him that he had heard about his unjust doings,
about how he took children’s lives, whereas he should be taking the lives of
those who had lived their full time in the mortal world. Children are no
sinners, he told him, so why did he punish them with death, he asked.
We need not be
puzzled about the avatara’s conflicting words. He had told his guru that sinners
would die early and had not exclude childhood as not counting for the
computation of “early” and was now telling god Yama that children are no
sinners – presumably, as we understand, because they have not lived long enough
to commit sins! He said things that would serve his purpose best. From another
point of view, Krishna was unaffected by maya, cosmic illusion, and was beyond dualities. As for
his words, then, what sense would truth and lie make! Only those caught in
maya would interpret things in terms of duality, such as truth and untruth,
To return to
Yama, he was reverential in his response. He did no injustice, he told the
avatara with folded hands. The death of children was not due to their karma in
their present life or even their earlier lives, but to the karma of their parents,
in particular, the sexual wrong doings of their parents, he told him. He
detailed various transgressions of sexual conduct and said that when the
children are born out of such unethical unions, they come to the world with the
destiny of short lives. That was the law, he told him, that humans must abide
by, so he should not be blamed for the death of children. People in their lack
of understanding blamed him, he told Krishna, but he was only going by the law
and doing his assigned role as the dispenser of justice.
Then Yama said
something totally unexpected in the context of their dialogue. He confronted
him. How can one blame the ordinary people when the fully manifest avatara himself
in his unlimited power and arrogance indulged in the wildest, most irresponsible
and unethical sexual union with whosoever he liked?, he asked Krishna. He was
respectful but firm. Didn’t he set a very disturbing example? When the great
leaders of the society engaged themselves in unethical activities, ordinary
people would not only follow their example but would also justify their own
reprehensible conduct, Yama told Krishna.
Given the law, the
logic of the god of justice and of death was impeccable, and his charges just,
but Krishna was unembarrassed and unfazed. If that was the logic of the death
of children, then Yama must consider untainted all the children born out of
union with him. He conceded that he had committed the sin of impermissible
sexual union with others’ women, but at the same time he directed Yama not to view
all these women as violators of the ethical code and his union with them sinful.
Yama could administer justice according to the law elsewhere but must leave his
off springs untouched. Yama bowed to his instruction. “Bada lokanku uttara nahi (there is no answer to the great men,
i.e., the powerful, are above the law)”, as goes the Odia proverb.
Then he asked
him where his five brothers were. They had become his brothers by virtue of
being his guru’s sons, Krishna told Yama. He said that they had been reborn in
the world and were living their life as thieves and robbers. Sarala Dasa was a
great devotee of Bhagavan Krishna. So in his narrative, the cosmic wheel of
events and time had to move backwards to materialize Krishna’s wish. We need
not go into that story here.
As Santipani and
his wife were preparing to sacrifice themselves in the waters at Prayag,
Krishna arrived with their five children and offered them to them. The parents
were extremely happy and very much surprised as well. A little later, when the
euphoria was over and normalcy returned to the guru, he wondered how the
impossible had taken place. He now became absolutely certain about what had
often occurred to him before - that Krishna was Narayana Himself. He felt a
biting sense of regret and sorrow that he had not asked his shishya for release
from the karmic cycle - for moksha. It was too late now; having given his guru
dakshina, the avatara had gone far away on the back of the mighty Garuda. Santipani
must have realized that when the defining moment comes, it is always nara who
fails Narayana, never the other way round.